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Sunday, 23 August 2009

  • Extra Quotes. <3

    Haven't posted quotes in awhile, but here are some more. And I haven't mentioned it in my previous blogs (at least I don't think so) but I don't take credit for most of these quotes. For the ones I have made up, I haven't bothered to high-light them and claim them, because that's not what these quotes are for.  So I hope you enjoy these. I'll post a couple of poems next time.

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    So this is my life and I want you to know that I am both happy and sad. And I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

    Time passes and things change. In the next minute, things will never be the same.

    If I could spend every minute of every day with you, I would.I think about you all the time. I think about you when I go to bed, and you're the first thing I think about when I wake up. I can't go trough a day without wanting to see you, needing to see you. You're addicting. I don't get it, what is it about you?

    I just want to be the girl you talk about, the only one you couldn't live without...To be the one who makes your heart beat crazy. And for you to say to your boys, "She's my baby."

    One day you'll hear me singing on the radio a song that I wrote for the lies you told.

    Yes, terrible things happen, but sometimes, those terrible things, they save you. Even if it's killing you inside, you need to stick it out. Hold your head high. Breath.

    Don’t send me mixed signals. I don’t like the confusion that it brings. I’d rather have the honest truth even if it hurts, because then I won’t be wasting my time depending on false hope to keep me hanging on.

    And when she breaks down, of course she'll make a sound. But you'll never hear her.

    Tell me my dreams are unrealistic. I'll tell you your dreams aren't big enough.

    "Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay."

    "If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with." -Michael Jackson

    I lay awake another night, a sleepless dream that becomes unheard of, and I let the last tear fall, but I lie, there may never be a last tear. For I have felt so much grief, so much passion for I cannot contain it all some times, but where do I put to rest these feelings, when in me, they are burning alive still.

    She's in a suicidal mindset. Popping pills to chase the dreams, and sipping booze to ease the screams.

    There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.

    I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith, and that a soft landing is never guaranteed.


    Music is a total constant. That's why we have such a strong visceral connection to it, you know? Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song says the same, just like that moment.

    Sometimes it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only person who can judge is yourself.

    What did it feel like, I wondered, to love someone that much? So much that you couldn't even control yourself when they came close, as if you might just break free of whatever was holding you and throw yourself at them with enough force to easily overwhelm you both.

    All I'd ever wanted was to forget. but even when I thought I had, pieces had kept emerging, like bits of wood floating up to the surface that only hint at the shipwreck below.

    You can't help who you love, and the only person you have to be honest with is yourself. If they were really your friends, they would understand that.

    What’s worse than being blindly in love with a guy and not seeing what he really is, is being head over heels in love with a guy and seeing him for exactly what he really is. The asshole, the cheater, the guy who breaks your heart over and over again... and still loving him, and not being able to get over him.Read More

    I'd pull the sun down from the sky to light up your darkest night. I wouldn't let a drop fall down into your life. Put your heart in my hands, and I would never paint your world blue. And if sometimes it seems I've lost my mind, I might be crazy, but I'm crazy for you.

    Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change, so do cities. People come int...o your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.

    I'm always on my way to somewhere else. Searching high and low to find myself. Stuck on that highway between here and there, I could be anywhere. You're like the eye of a hurricane. You are a constant in a world of change. You are the calm in the storm when life gets strange.

    Summer is for breaking. Pack nothing. Leave without a note. Follow your internal compass. Wear what you slept in. Sleep in what you're wearing. Use spf. Listen to the ocean but don't take it's advice word for word. Insist on karaoke. Display skin. Attract a following. Steal a heart. Lose track of time. Live your life

    Even when you're not sure where you're headed, it helps to know you're not going there alone. No one has all the answers, and sometimes the best thing to do is just apologize and let the past be the past. Other times we need to look to the future and know that even when we think we've seen it all, life can still surprise us, and we can still surprise ourselves. - Gossip Girl

    Why are you scared to dream of God, when it's salvation that you want?

    Here's to the nights we'd kill to get back. The moments that haunt our dreams. Here's to the people forever loved. Who make our hearts want to scream.

    Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you wish that you could go back to the time when everything seemed so much simpler and carefree? Those are songs that are the soundtrack of our lives... the ones that bring back childhood memories, best friends, first love, first heartbreak... the memories

    Sometimes, you just have to take a step back and realize whats important in your life, what you can live with, but more importantly what you can't live without. - The Hills

    Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were.

    I believe in love and lust and sex and romance. I don't want everything to add up to some perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion and heat and sweat and madness and I want valentines and cupids and all the rest of that crap. I want it all.

    That boy's got a heart the size of Kentucky, & he loves you. That's important. Take it from someone who knows. My mom used to tell me that whatever you do, marry someone who loves you more than you love him. - Nicholas Sparks

    It's not like you have a choice of who you love and who you don't. You just love someone. It doesn't mean that everyone else has to understand or approve of it. That's not love. Love is something special between two people that doesn't change or alter for anyone.


    If someone loves you, give love back to them. in whatever way you can. not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to everything that’s around you.

    It's always the same. You find someone, think that they're the one, and then they end up ripping your heart out. But this one? This is different. The real "one" is easy to pick out. See the kid that has always been there for you? The "guy friend" that you never thought you would date? Open your eyes. That's the one.

    No matter how ugly you think you are or someone else around you has it better than you, there's always gonna be that one special guy who loves you simply because you're not like anybody else.

    He's the only one for me. No matter how many miles away from me he is, he'll always be there for me. He has it all and i don't want anybody else, because there is nobody better than him and nobody can make me feel the way he does.

    Every girl needs that guy who she can wrap her arm around. The one who will kiss her on the forehead when she's sleeping. The one to wipe away her tears and tell her she's beautiful. The guy who just doesn't compare to anyone else.

    She may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows for sure that the only time she's truly happy is when she's with him.

    He stared at her as they walked down the hallway: hand in hand. sure, he smiled. she laughed. But do they really love each other? or do they just like people saying 'whoa! you guys make such a cute couple.'

    She smiles like everyone expects her to. She's living up to the expectation of never letting anything get to her. But something's really wrong with that smile today. Congratulations, kid- you finally got to her.

    If a boy really likes you, he doesn't care how tired he is, how much homework he has or how late it is. He'll talk to you.

    I’ve learned that good-byes will always hurt; pictures will never replace having been there; memories, good or bad, will bring tears; and words can never replace feelings.


    So listen to me now because if you can't believe, be afraid. 'Cause everybody lies, everybody cries in the end.

    I miss you the most when I'm driving alone and that song comes on the radio.You know, the one you always used to sing to me no matter how much grief I gave you. You always sang it and I always smiled.

    The purpose of life, is to find something worth dying for, and then living for it.


    Love is a bitch, pain is a whore, and misery is the motherfucker that won't leave me alone...

    I'm a sucker for the sweet talkers. The ones that treat me right, the ones that call randomly or to just say goodnight the ones that pull my hair back loosely behind my ears the ones that challenge me and make me face my fears.

    Love is irrational, I reminded myself. The more you loved someone, the less sense anything made. - Stephenie Meyer

    I'm the kind of girl who kicks the soda machine because it ripped me off. The kind who skips with friends down to the mall then stops and says, "Nevermind. I know too many people here today." The kind who can always win an argument because I start to get illogical. The kind who likes to get noticed. The kind who is afraid of everything. The kind who will hug you without even knowing your name. The kind who will talk for hours on the phone when you might not even be there. The kind who doesn't order a salad on a date. The kind who doesn't really know who she is, but will never forget what she isn't. The kind who has a hard time letting go. The kind who has OCD traits and wants everything to be perfect. The kind who wants to find the one. The kind who listens to the rules and follows them; for the most part. And most of all, I'm the kind of girl who wants to change the world.

    Whatever you go through, it all makes your stronger. No matter how many tears, or how many screams, or whines. Even when you think, you're positive it's all making you weaker, and tearing you down from the inside. But it never does. It only prepares you for the future.

    I argue with him like he's my brother. I flirt with him like he's the friend that he is. But i love him like he's the only one for me.

    Was it something I did? Was it something I said? I don't know what went wrong, but I can't get you out of my head. I keep thinking about, all the good times we shared. And those tender moments, you still cared. Now I'm left out in this world, on my own. Scared to death, of spending them forever alone. Baby, would you ever come back to me? I'm still begging you to, please.

    I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn't get it. They may think they get it, but they don't. This is the sign you've been looking for. You were meant to read these words.

    To wake up next you, and confirm that the images I saw on the back of my eyelids seconds before, have all been made real.

    He gave me that night and back this time, I told you the truth. We talked and held each other till the sun came up. And as I went to hell, the devil asked me if it was worth it. I said yes. Yes it was.

    I burnt my tongue on you. Now I've lost all sense of taste, or decency.

    Calling your name, it's a waste of my breath.. there's no reaching you across this cold and empty bed. Stirring up ashes, trying to find passion where there is no love left, is like trying to put smoke back in this cigarette.

    You can go higher, you can go deeper. There are no boundaries above and beneath you. Break every rule, 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams - No Boundaries by Adam Lambert

    Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit. Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet, all I ever think about is this. All the tiring time between and how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me - From the Inside by Linkin Park.

    In this farewell, there's no blood. There's no alibi, 'cause I've drawn regret from the truth of a thousand lies. So let mercy come and wash away what I've done. I'll face myself, to cross out what I've become. Erase myself and let go of what I've done. - What I've Done by Linkin Park

    Yet, no matter how accurately you write it or mumble it under your breath, it won't change the way things stand between you. A poem, let alone a paragraph, is not a magic spell. And the only people who can write those stay in padded rooms, listening to music no one's ever played.

    I'll pretend that you mean the weather when you ask me how things are. I'll say cold and dry.

    I'll do every dish ever made. I'll change as much as I can without changing who I am. Just promise me, you'll stay.

    I have pretended to go mad in order to tell you the things I need to. I call it art because art is the word we give to our feelings made pbulic, and art doesn't worry anyone.

    Just like you mistook lust for love, you have mistaken being alone with loneliness. So I'm fine, thank you for asking.

    You see, the problem isn't that our generation has chosen sadness as an icon; it's that other generations don't know why.

    I read what you leave in public spaces. The songs you reference, the quotes you quote. I know it's about me. I can feel you thinking of me. I want to tell you that I know and I admit I feel the same. But I can't, not yet.

    So you look for patterns because that's what humans do to try and make sense of things. In hope of some divine order. And you look in movies and songs and the things that you read for symbols, points and swirls that match your own. But the only real pattern there is, is the one you make when you hold up a mirror. And reflect.

    So yes, we could kiss. I could kiss you and you could kiss me. There's no science, plane ticket or clock stopping us. But if we kiss, it will end the world. And I've ended the world before. No one survived. Least of all me.

    They want me. I want you. And you want someone else. But none of us want to turn around.

    It takes millions of years for the continents to drift. And butterflies live a lot less than that. You can live all your life in a day. Or spread it out and live slow.

    Forget about your lists and do what you can because that's all you can do. Phone up the people you miss and tell them you love them. Hug those close to you as hard as you can. Because you are always only a drunk driver's stupidity, a nervous shopkeeper's mistake, a doctor's best attempts and an old age away from forever.

    And if you'll have me, I'd like to come back as a cartoon character, forever playing jokes in your scenes.

    You taught and turned me into what I am with fire and steel, and hurt and hate because that's what happened to you. But I will teach and turn with love and kindness. I will kill your spiral.

    So you've given me all these things and I don't want you to think that I don't appreciate them because I do but all I really want from you today, is a smile.

    You are not too old. You are not too young. You are not too poor. You are not too sick. You are not any of the things that stop you from doing what must be done. You are right here. You, are just right.

    When you finally understand what it meant, the truth will leave your lips. Not as words. But a sound at the back of your throat.

    Each week, you trade 5 days for 2. That doesn't sound right to me.

    As you drift further into the past, my memory of you fractures and splinters until all I can clearly remember is not a picture but a feeling.

    And if you can't say yes, answer anyway. Because I'd rather live with the answer than die with the question.

    These are all the tears you’ve ever shed. The ones that taught you who you are. That made you grow up. That let you know that what you felt, mattered. And they are all here for a reason.

    No storm is so bad that you can't learn something from it. You can grow in a storm. You can thrive. Rain cleans the air.

    Learn to live for today, no one can promise you tomorrow.

    You will hear it and no one else will, like your soul wears headphones and only it can hear the music.

    You always fall in love with the sound of music only your heart can hear.

    There are so many people reading these words now that if you put your hand against the screen, I can promise you, no matter what time it is, no matter where you are, someone else who feels the same is doing it too.

    You are more than welcome to copy me and the things I do. I'll be busy doing new things while you do that.

    No matter how you stack me. No matter how you arrange me. No matter how you look at me. I am still here and I am still the same person made of the same things. I regret nothing.

    Sometimes, you’re the entire universe and all it contains and we are just actors in your dream.

    This is my voice. This is my face and if you touch it, you will see I'm telling the truth.

    There's only so many chances you can receive in life. Never let it get the best of you.

    I'll do anything I can to make it. This dream means everything to me and more.

    I will never stop believing that I can become what I've always wanted to be.

    You might not always like me, the things I do or the way I do them. But these are my things, this is the way I do them and I am me.

    I can't change who I am for you. But then again, I shouldn't have to.

    And if you look a little closer, you'll see that if a person believes that life is terrible, they’ll constantly look for proof of this, to confirm their view of the world. They’ll find quotes and situations and events in their life and magnify them a hundred times. If a person believes that life is wonderful, they’ll look for the corresponding signage and behave in a similar manner to the previous person with their view of the world. Often, this is the same person on different days of the week.

    You can never lose yourself so much that I won't find you. And remind you of what it felt like to be here.

    All the hardest, coldest people you meet were once as soft as water. And that's the tragedy of living.

    I'm the type of person that doesn't give up on people. Regardless of their mistakes, and little imperfections. Because I realized a long time ago, the mistakes in our lives shape us into who we are, and the tiny imperfections are what make us perfect.

    I need a hero to save my life. I need a hero just in time to save me. - Hero by Skillet

    Late at night, here is somewhere else. And I wish you were more than my emergency contact number for a broken heart.

    For I may fall and I may fail but I will stand again each time and you will find no satisfaction. Because you cannot kill me here.

    The only reason I hate you now is because I loved you then.

    I'm lost and looking for the sky, for moving parts and a place that doesn't rust. For wheels that burn and a world that turns. For a road that phantom cars still drive down while lovers long lost feel wind that's blown too long in silver hair. You are the only map I know.

    If I die from this, you can't expect me to act surprised.

    The alcoholics are only romantic in movies.

    The secret side of me I never let you see. I keep it caged, but I can't control it so stay away from me. The beast is ugly, I feel the rage and I just can't hold it. It's scratchin' on the walls. In the closet, in the halls. It comes awake, and I can't control it. Hidin' under the bed, in my body, in my head. Why won't somebody come and save me from this? Make it end! - Monster by Skillet

    Everything lives on as long as you remember. But once you've forgotten, it rests in peace.

    We look at the people who tell the truth, who say real things in public, like they’re confused. Crazy. As if everything should be said safely or not at all and what you feel shouldn’t be taken seriously. Which is why it's not polite to say "I'm going to kiss you now because I can't do anything else."

    But nothing is wasted. There's no song you can listen to, no person you can speak to, no moment it takes to see things as they are that doesn't teach you something. You need everything you know.

    I always thought that I was sick and you were the cure. But everyone gets things backwards sometimes.

    And there are thousands in the crowd outside everyday. And everyone's there. And they love me. And I don't care. Because they're not you.

    You and me, we're clever. People on the other hand, are stupid.

    Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first

    I write the love letters you never got, the ones you never sent. And I'll throw these words out there like confetti at the wedding you and I never had.

    Sometimes I touch the things you used to touch, looking for echoes of your fingers.

    I couldn't convince you that the blue you see is the same blue that I see. But maybe that's how lovers know they're meant to love; they see the same blue. And they both know it.

    I'm learning to love myself, and it's the hardest thing I've ever done.

    I honestly couldn't care less if you like the same bands or you've read the same books. Tell me one original thing, tell me one true, real thing that brings me to my knees that I've never heard before and I'm yours.

    You need to stop being so concerned with collecting beautiful things and start being more concerned with making things beautiful.

    Let's pretend we're artists and everything we feel is something new to be proud of. Let's take our imaginary friends on a double date and ditch them in a movie and hope they get along while we kiss outside on the sidewalk. Let's take the dreams you mumbled in your sleep and paint a child's nursery. And if we don't finish today, we've always got tomorrow.

    If you found anything of value here or in others, it's only because you'd seen it before inside yourself.

    I'll tell you the truth so close to your lips it'll taste like a lie. There's a tongue in my mouth. It matters. This matters. The only thing that works is the truth and you are the hardest truth to tell. So kiss like you give a damn.

    I'm not the person you left behind anymore. There's no one there to miss.

    And I can feel your eyes on these words as I write each one. And I know you read it. And it's the tips of your fingers that pushes back on each key. And your hand on the mouse. And your back in that chair. And I just want you to know, that I know.

    Someone you haven't even met yet is wondering what it'd be like to know someone like you.

    I’m all out of midnight phone calls and flowers sent to your door. I’m out of throwing letters off fire escapes and drawing a cathedral in the sand. I’m out of spray-painting your name on freeway overpasses. I’m low on cute names given between blankets and 9am. I’ve got no dramatic displays of public affection left. And now everyone else I ever love is going to think me boring. Because I used it all up on you.

    Who you want to be is not nearly as important as who you are right now.

    There are a million ways to bleed. But you are by far my favorite.

    The slightly above average intelligence part of the world exists to take advantage of the below average intelligence part of the world while the above average intelligence part of the world can only look on in despair. You're here to help make the world more intelligent.

    There's nothing scary about choice. Scary is when you don't have choice.

    Your ability to stop and think, about what you think, is the most important gift you possess.

    You can chase the shadows if you want to. But you're only making them longer.

    You either want to be known as someone who's done something or you actually want to do something. They're not the same.

    If you've never felt your ribs pushing against your skin. If you know when you're next going to eat. If you slept under a roof last night. If you know how to use a computer. If you can see this picture. If you can read these words. If you know someone you can share this with. You have a lot to be thankful for.

    You are defined by the way in which you treat the people you love. And, the people you hate.

    You'll be glad to know that all the people who are the best at what they do are also the people who are the best at being nice to the people around them.

    It might not seem like an adventure right now but when you look back, you'll see.

    If you don't want to be average then just try one little bit harder than everyone else around you. That's it.

    You have people looking after you everywhere you go, even if you don't know they're there.

    No matter where you go, bring your love with you.

    As soon as you think you're done. You are. Keeping going. Never be done.

    The only thing we've written down happened yesterday. What you do today is a new page.

    I am far more delicate than you can possibly imagine. You need to move slowly.

    As the ground shattered below us and the sky was ripped open above us, it became clear that all you and I could ever really hang to, was each other.

    I would find you down the line with broken wings, pick you up, and swear that you would taste the sky again.

    We wanted a war but we called it peace. And we bombed each other’s cities till nothing was left. Now you’ve left me alone to take care of the wounded. The least you’ve could’ve done was help me bury the dead.

    The world will tell you that the way you say things is more important than what you say. The world is wrong.

    Just so you know, there are days when I'm a complete and utter insecure, paranoid wreck.

    You only get to touch a handful of souls in your lifetime. Know them well and make sure they remember you.

    And strum my fingers gently across your skin, like I was playing the slowest love song in the world and only you and I could hear it.

    Wait. But don't wait too long. Work hard. But don't forget how to play. Sing loudly. But don't learn all the words. Wonder. But not so much that you lose yourself. Read magazines. But read more books. Love.

    Love who and what you love because you love them. Not because other people do. Or don't.

    Create. Not because you want to or because the mood grabs you or just because you happen to feel like it. Create because you need to. Because it feels like if you don't, you might die.

    You get to choose the people you like. Not the people you love.

    I'm never gonna dance again 'cause guilty feet have got no rhythm. Though it's easy to pretend, I know you're not a fool. I should have known better than to cheat a friend. And waste the chance I'd been given. So I'm never gonna dance again, the way I danced with you. - Careless Whisper by Seether. ft George Michael.

    From when I wake in the morning till I go and I fall asleep each night I fight to hold onto a love that is inside because my past is like a nightmare that I never can escape and I can't wait till I wake up so I can fall back asleep - The Moment by Safetysuit.


    Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind - Had Enough by Breaking Benjamin

    Strange, how laughter looks like crying with no sound, and how raindrops taste like tears without pain.

    look in the mirror. you're beautiful. he may not think so, but that's not what matters. what matters is that you know you are

    It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It's the mind afraid of losing that never learns to give, and it's the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live. - The Rose by Bette Medler

    Shes deeper then you think she is, she has secrets of her own, little secrets no one must know. But all you see is the outer image, the fake smile & cool clothes. She smiles because thats all she can do.

    It's no good being nice and young and naive. There's no good in that at all. You've got to do it all yourself, and you've gotta learn quick. And you can't look for sympathy either. - Johnny Rotten

    Where my music is welcomed, I will play it loud. Where my music is challenged, I will play it louder.

    Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope or confidence. - Helen Keller

    We are the makers of music and the dreamers of dreams. - Willy Wonka

    I've been running around for the past year with absolutely no direction. I didn't know what I wanted. All I knew was that you were always there, always in my head, always under my skin

    We've skipped more classes then we've attended Done more drugs then we've should have Stole more things then you can imagine. Will someone ever notice? No.

    I wanted to kiss him, but of course I didn't. I wondered why I resisted when in the past I had always followed my impulse with not much thought of the consequences. Maybe because it didn't feel like a game with him, the way it had with so many others before. Maybe because I had more to lose.


    it’s pouring down rain; i’m standing on my street corner with my make up all smudged, perfectly straightened hair all wet & curly. i’m wearing my oldest, ripped jeans which are soaked right through & my scruffiest hoodie. now you tell me you love me.

    Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

    At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

    You get to her. You make her cry late at night. You make her scream at the top of her lungs. You make her second guess everything you say. but she's not about to admit it to you. Her pride is too strong. but really, would it matter anyways?

    And then I remembered the sweet sound of your voice and I closed my eyes. For just a couple of seconds you were back again. For just a couple of seconds everything was back to how things used to be. I smiled.

    I'm not the little girl my parents wanted me to be. There was never anyone who loved me enough to stay. Well, all I wanted was a hand to hold me down. To keep the sky from swallowing me up And all I ever needed was someone to come around And tell me that I suffered long enough.

    Sometimes I wonder if anyone knows which statement is fact or fiction. You use to get that you know. Late at night when I was falling apart, I could never tell you I was fine. You always told me to stop lying. But this time, you're no longer around to say that to me.

    And I will live my life till my very last breathe, knowing that out of everything I've done; I have no regrets.

    You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain. - The Dark Knight

    It's the rule of life that everything you have always wanted comes the very second you stop looking for it. - Sex & the City

    "Sometimes loving someone means letting them go." Bullshit. Love means holding onto someone just as hard as you can because if you don't, one blink and they might disappear forever.

    Heavenly Father, help us remember that the jerk who cut us off in traffic last night is a single mother who worked nine hours that day and is rushing home to cook dinner, help with homework, do the laundry and spend a few precious moments with her children. Help us to remember that the pierced, tattooed, disinterested young man who can't make change correctly is a worried 19-year-old college student, balancing his apprehension over final exams with his fear of not getting his student loans for next semester. Remind us, Lord, that the scary looking bum, begging for money in the same spot every day is a slave to addictions that we can only imagine in our worst nightmares. Help us to remember that the old couple walking annoyingly slow through the store aisles and blocking our shopping progress are savoring this moment, knowing that, based on the biopsy report she got back last week, this will be the last year that they go shopping together. Heavenly Father, remind us each day that, of all the gifts you give us, the greatest gift is love . It is not enough to share that love with those we hold dear. Open our hearts not to just those who are close to us, but to all humanity. Let us be slow to judge and quick to forgive, show patience, empathy and love.

    A northern fairytale starts out, "Once upon a time..." A southern fairytale starts out, "Ya'll ain't gonna believe this shit!"

    In that moment I just wanted him to push me hard against a wall and kiss me. I didn't want to think anymore; I didn't want to question it. I just wanted to feel it. Sometimes all we need is just to feel it.

    As the eyeliner begins to stream down her face, she tries to find a peaceful place, a place without lies and hate, and where dreams come true, a place to forget all about the time she was with you.

    It's fearless to have faith that someday, things will change. - Taylor Swift

    Let’s just drink to get drunk and tell each other everything for a drunken mind speaks a sober heart, then we can go on pretending like nothing did happen because the truth is i've never fallen so hard, and I don’t think I could deal with the thought of rejection.

    I'm not that little girl anymore. I've grown up; I've become something everyone thought I would never be. But here I am, look at me. This is me.

    And I dare you to forget, the marks you left across my neck. From those nights when we were both found at our best.

    Sometimes you meet someone, and before you know their name, before you know where they're from, you know that sometime in the future, this person is going to mean something to you.

    I smile because when I cry, it doesn`t help. When I cry all it does is make people ask me if I'm okay. I would love nothing more than to punch these people. I'm sitting here, crying, but yes, I'm perfectly happy. I mean, come on. Give me a break. Obviously I`m not fine.

    There's nothing more dangerous, than a bad boy with charm.

    To all the girls who've had their heart broken; don't stop loving. Don't think for even one second that you won't find someone better. And most of all, don't ever be afraid to fall again

    You're screaming at the air, "I don't even care," and all the air is whispering, "Who do you think you're fooling?"

    Her voice became his passion. his love became her obsession. It was sweet but dangerous, just how she wanted it.

    I sigh with tears in my eyes, flop myself down onto my bead and whisper over and over, "what did i do wrong?"

    Singing along in a car packed full of your close friends, laughing & smiling having the best time of your life with the windows down & the moonshining bright. Now those are the days I live for.

    The best feeling in the world is doing something that everyone else said you couldn't.

    Every time I turned around, another person I'd known forever felt like a stranger to me. Even I felt like a stranger to me.


    When I'm in a rockband, I'm going to do a cool mellow song. Then, in the middle, I'll stop, announce, "this part is just to be an asshole to people playing guitar hero" and then flail wildly on the strings for thirty seconds.

    You cannot go back in time, even if you wish it with every fiber of your being, your heart and soul. Even if you think about it every day. Trust me, I know.

    People will wish you all the success in the world, and then hate you when you get it.

    With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes, I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do. You're an angel disguised. And you're lying real still, but your heart beat is fast just like mine. And the movie's long over, that's three that have passed, one more's fine. ♫ - Awake by Secondhand Serenade

    So what happens once you lose control? When the future has to start. What happens when you're still in love, but time rips you apart. Is there ever an answer for when love is not enough? When the world must move on. Who decided that I'd be that tough - End by Secondhand Serenade

    Above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you, because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it. -- Roald Dahl

    while you weren't listening, all our love songs became sad songs

    You said we were destined to be together, you said it to the world. You said it to me and I wish you never had because you did not mean any of it. - One Tree Hill

    you're like a fire fly, a spark, a glow, a match in the darkness. And I will go wherever the light takes me.

    it's hard to fight the things that we're afraid of. Sometimes we just need a little help. - One Tree Hill

    when you understand that what you're telling is just a story, it isn't happening anymore. when you realize the story you're telling is just words, when you can just crumble it up and throw your past in the trash can, then we'll figure out who you're going to be. -- Chuck Palahniuk

    it's the magic of risking everything, for a dream nobody sees but you. - Million Dollar Baby

    faith doesn't mean that you don't have doubts. - Barack Obama

    we were both so ugly inside. but we made each other beautiful

    there are no perfect men, only perfect intentions. - Robin Hood

    Let's just be honest. I'm not leaving for some new perspective, or to get a new start. I'm leaving because I can't look at you anymore without my heart breaking. - One Tree Hill

    You are the end product of time, and time will always takes its toll. Never regret the price you pay to become who you are.

    No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. it's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot. -- Sarah Dessen

    It does not count if you believe in yourself when it's easy to believe in yourself. It does not count if you believe the world can be a better place when the future looks bright. It does not count if you think you're going to make it when the finish line is right in front of you. It counts when it's hard to believe in yourself, when it looks like the world's going to end, and you've still got a long way to go. That's when it counts. That's when it matters the most.

    Many people don't know that the human eye has a blind spot in its field of vision. There is a part of the world that we are literally blind too. The problem is, sometimes our blind spots shield us from things that really shouldn't be ignored. -- Grey's Anatomy

    Unfortunately, you don't get what you deserve. You get what you think you deserve.

    Never let a boy control you. You have to know yourself before you can give a part of yourself away. - Ashlee Simpson ♥

    The way I see it, the more people that hate me, the fewer people I have to please.

    Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. - Tuesdays With Morrie

    Some people care too much, I think its called love. - Winnie the Pooh

    She finally gave up, and she dropped the fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek. She whispered to herself, " I can't take this anymore."

    If love is not enought to put my enemies to sleep, then Ii'm putting out the lantern find your own way back home. - Panic At The Disco

    Don't let your lights go down. Don't let your fire burn out 'cause somewhere, somebody needs a reason to believe. Why don't you rise up now? Don't be afraid to stand out. That's how the lost get found, the lost get found. - The Lost Get Found by Britt Nicole.

    So when you get the chance are you gonna take it? There's a really big world at your fingertips, and you know you have the chance to change it.

    Because dreaming is believing, and believing is seeing. I will never stop dreaming.

    But you are A CHOSEN RACE, A royal PRIESTHOOD, A HOLY NATION, A PEOPLE FOR God's OWN POSSESSION, so that you may proclaim the excellencies of Him who has called you out of darkness into His marvelous light. - Peter 2.9

    We love Him because He first loved us. - 1 John 4:9-10

    And Jesus said unto them ... , "If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to younder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible to you." -Romans 1:17

    Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. - Deuteronomy 31:6

    Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong. - 1 Corinthians 16:13

    But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. "Do not fear what they fear ; do not be frightened." Take Courage - 1 Peter 3:14

    Rise up; this matter is in your hands. We will support you, so take courage and do it. - Ezra 10:4

    Say to those with fearful hearts, "Be strong, do not fear; your God will come, he will come with vengeance; with divine retribution he will come to save you. - Isaiah 35:4

    So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. - Isaiah 41:10

    The name of the LORD is a strong tower; the righteous run to it and are safe. - Proverbs 18:10

    LORD, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance. I will praise the LORD, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the LORD always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. - Psalm 16:5-8

    It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. You give me your shield of victory, and your right hand sustains me; you stoop down to make me great. You broaden the path beneath me, so that my ankles do not turn. - Psalm 18:32-36

    One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple. For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock. - Psalm 27:4-5

    The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song. The LORD is the strength of his people, a fortress of salvation for his anointed one. Save your people and bless your inheritance; be their shepherd and carry them forever. - Psalm 28:7-9

    Hear, O LORD, and be merciful to me; O LORD, be my help. You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing to you and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever. - Psalm 30:10-12

    Praise be to the name of God for ever and ever; wisdom and power are his. He changes times and seasons; he sets up kings and deposes them. He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the discerning. He reveals deep and hidden things; he knows what lies in darkness, and light dwells with him. - Daniel 2:20-22

    Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called when you made your good confession in the presence of many witnesses. In the sight of God, who gives life to everything, and of Christ Jesus, who while testifying before Pontius Pilate made the good confession, I charge you to keep this command without spot or blame until the appearing of our Lord Jesus Christ, which God will bring about in his own time--God, the blessed and only Ruler, the King of kings and Lord of lords, who alone is immortal and who lives in unapproachable light, whom no one has seen or can see. To him be honor and might forever. Amen. - 1 Timothy 6:12-16

    Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. - Proverbs 3:5-6

    Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed. - Proverbs 16:3

    The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I call to the LORD, who is worthy of praise, and I am saved from my enemies. The cords of death entangled me; the torrents of destruction overwhelmed me. The cords of the grave coiled around me; the snares of death confronted me. In my distress I called to the LORD; I cried to my God for help. From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came before him, into his ears. - Psalm 18:2-6

    The LORD lives! Praise be to my Rock! Exalted be God my Savior! He is the God who avenges me, who subdues nations under me, who saves me from my enemies. You exalted me above my foes; from violent men you rescued me. Therefore I will praise you among the nations, O LORD; I will sing praises to your name. - Psalm 18:46-49

    The LORD is my light and my salvation- whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life- of whom shall I be afraid? - Psalm 27:1

    Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called. - 1 Timothy 6:12

    Don't you know that you yourselves are God's temple and that God's Spirit lives in you? - 1 Corinthians 3:16

Monday, 27 July 2009

  • Wasted

    You know, sometimes it takes an entire life time to figure out who we really are. Then again, sometimes we already know without having to go through so many mistakes, and have all the issues in the world shoved at our face. But my story takes place somewhere inbetween. There are moments I simply cannot do anything more then think. Think and reflect about all the hard times I've pushed myself through, and all the angry words I've spoken. There are days I want to crawl into a hole and never return, but there are also days I thank God for giving me the breath of life. Thanking God is something we should do everyday. It took me a long time to realize what I was pushing away. Bumpy as my road is, I haven't fallen out of the wagon just yet, I'm still holding on with everything I have. Although, there are days I convince myself I have, and there is no way out of the darkness. But, I've been wrong. Infact, there's plenty of times I've been wrong. Despite my pressuring attitude of 'knowing everything', I'm still naive in little ways. But I try, and I believe that's all that matters. You try to do your best, and you accept nothing more than that.

    I made a promise to myself this Summer, but I never kept it. So now I have decided to make a vow, and unbreakable vow that I shall always keep with me; make the most of this year, and the next, and so forth. Last year I screwed up, in a lot of ways actually. It wasn't my entire fault per say, I found out I had a medical condition; but that's no excuse. I'm ready to start over, make a clean slate. You don't have to wait till New Years to begin another day. We're not going to live forever, why should you wait so long to start over? We're simply numbered by the hair on our heads. I believe in the power of faith, and the promise of a better tomorrow. From now on, I'm going to live by those words. I'm determind to never fail. And as long as I try, I never will, because I'll keep going - I won't stop. You never give up, especially on the people you once had the time of your life with, your family, and in general those things and people you love. You can only receive so many second chances before you run out of time. Don't waste what time you have left, you will never get the time you spend back; use it wisely.

    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Never ending Quotes Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

    I loved him. He needed time to think and that was ok- he was worth waiting for... and waiting for... and waiting for. Finally I realized I had waited away my life for an answer he had already given me: Had he loved me back, I would not have had to wait.

    How many young men, in all previous times of unprecedented steadiness, had turned suddenly wild and wicked for the same reason, and, in an ecstasy of unrequited love, taken to wrench off door-knockers, and invert the boxes of rheumatic watchmen

    When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving one's self, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.

    The foolishly young no nothing about love except how to decieve others.


    People will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel'.

    They say there's a reason, they say time will heal, but neither time nor reason can change the way I feel. No one known how many times I've broken down and cried, yet through it all everyone thinks I'm fine

    When you're sixteen, logic and experience doesn't matter. All that matters is the way you feel and the way you felt the first time you knew it was love

    Am I mad? That's your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? For breaking my heart? Or taking my innocence away? All the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust is you and only you only to be betrayed? How about the fact that you didn't have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it's crazy that I'm crying over it, because you think breaking up is not big deal? Am I mad? No, more like crushed

    Your lips just say friends, but your eyes say so much more.

    In love we all take risks, we all fall down. But you should never be scared to go a little further or a little crazier because in the end, the sweetest love is the one that made you lose control

    Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them, if you do they might break your heart but if you don't you might break theirs

    For every heart that finds love, there is a heart that cries. For every dream that is reborn, there is a dream that dies. For every day filled with sun, there is a day of rain. For every hour filled with joy there is an hour of pain. For every smile upon a face, there is a tear to cry. For every fond hello you say, there is a sad goodbye.

    Our lives are shaped by those who love us and those who refuse to love us.

    As you walk away I see the fire in your eyes and I can hear the laughter in your voice as you watch my heart break. And I'm frozen. I can't find the words to tell you that I hate you. I can't tell you how I wish you would just leave my life forever. And I can't tell you how much I hope she hurts you. So instead I tell you I love you. Hoping that the fire in your eyes die down, and the laughter in you voice becomes tears in your eyes, and you turn around and unbreak my heart. Only to realize that wishes often don't come true, and hearts are more often then not, broken. As I stand there and watch you walk away.

    Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

    Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar, and the fortitude of the certain.

    Mysterious love, uncertain treasure, Hast thou more of pain or pleasure! Endless torments dwell about thee: Yet who would live, and live without thee!"

    Love is a fire, but whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell.

    Seduce my mind and you can have my body, Find my soul and I'm yours forever

    True poets don't write Their thoughts with a pen... They release the ink that flows...From within their heart.

    Sometimes I wish, it wasn't so hard to breathe. That I could live my life joyously free. But the pain keeps on coming back. My life wounded, starting from my past. There's too much I don't want to face. Fallen upon with shame and disgrace. As crazy as it might sound, I know what I'll see if I turn around. And ugly mask full of horrors and deceit. A lonely girl broken down in defeat. Sometimes the tears fall without reason, wanting to let it all out. Silence answering the voice that wants to scream and shout. I wish I could find away, to see the brighter side. But I just keep thinking about the darkness in the night. How shadows consume me, how I can't be me, I'm shell of who I use to be. People use to think of a pretty little girl, dancing around in ribbons and curls. Her smile would light up any single room. Her laughter its own beautiful tune. She could fool anyone in the world qnd no one would know it. Her mask of happiness would always hide the pain. Even as the tears of sadness ran down her face. And she'll continue to struggle, just trying to survive. But every single breath, still tells her she's alive. - (Original Poem written by me)

    -Die for Love -
    I sit in the park where I dwell
    For this boy I love so well
    He took my heart away from me
    Now he wants to set me free
    I see a girl on his lap
    He says things to her he never said to me
    I ran home to cry on my bed
    Not a word to mother was said
    Father came home late that night
    He looked at me from left to right
    He saw me hanging from a rope
    He took his knife to cut me down
    And on my dress a note was found:
    Dig my grave Dig it deep
    Dig my grave From head to feet
    And on the top place a dove
    And remember this, I died for love….

  • What would I do without them? :)

    I don't have a set organized order on these things. I'll admit, it needs some work. Lol But, I'm simply posting quotes for now. I'll reorganize everything in due time. I have to start collecting again. :)

     

    Look at all these happy people, living their lives. Look at all these plastic people, there's nothing inside. Look at all these shallow people telling their lies. Look at all these empty people. - Misery by A Static Lullaby

    Tragic how we often become the very thing we tend to hate.

    He sees what's beneath her skin, he sees through her soul. Blue eyes and empty veins, her fortune unfolds. She steps out of her body that lies on the floor. - Blood Runs Forever, Scary Kids Scaring Kids

    I won't believe the horror that I see. It's more than your poison inside me. Let's tear away these faces we hide behind. Cutting through the airwaves, open up our minds. Show ourselves to the world tonight, 'cause we are no longer in disguise. - Faces, Scary Kids Scaring Kids.

    Is it really true? Could you save yourself for someone who could love you for you? So many times we just give it away to someone who, someone who you met in a bar in the back of a car. And for a moment you felt important but not in your heart. - Save Yourself, Senses Fail

    I'm losing what's left of my dignity, but I'll fight till the end for her heart. I'll never give up for what's possibly, for better or worse this love must be cursed. - Holding On, Scary Kids Scaring Kids

    Call me a bitch, I'll show you one. Curse at me, I'll curse louder.

    I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.


    I'm selfish , Impatient an insecure, I'm out of control and at times hard to handle, But if you can't handle me at my worst, You sure in the hell don't deserve me at my best.

    You and me. we're like butt cheeks, no matter how much shit we go through, we still stick together.

    Heres to the guys that love me, The losers that lost me, And to the lucky bastards that get to meet me.

    It's not what I do, but how I do it.

    Good girls are made of Sugar and Spice. I'm a bad girl and made of whipped cream and ice.

    Being happy doesn't mean everythings perfect. It means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

    Just because you're stupid doesn't mean I'm lying

    If I Could Hold A Star For Every Time You Made Me Smile The Entire Midnight Sky Would Be In My Hand

    Beauty Is Power, A Smile Is Its Sword

    I'm Not A Tease, I'm Just A Reminder Of What You Can't Have

    Don't Tell Me It's Not Worth Trying For, I Can't Help It There's Nothing I Want More, I'd Lie For You, I'd Fight For You, And Without A Seconds Thought I'd Die For You

    You Were My Strength When I Was Weak, You Were My Voice When I Couldn't Speak, You Were My Eyes When I Couldn't See, You Saw The Best There Was In Me

    Everything Will Be Ok In The End, If It's Not Ok It's Not The End

    It's The Memories That Kill Me

    I Am The Author Of My Own Life, Unfortunately I'm Writing In Pen And Cannot Erase My Mistakes

    But The Struggles Make Your Strength And The Changes Make Your Wishes And The Happiness Has Its Own Way Of Taking Its Sweet Time

    You've Never Really Lived Untill You've Felt You Could Die Because Of Someone Else

    I May Be A Young Girl, But I Know How To Have Fun. I Got Them Boys Chasing Me Trying To Make Me The One

    Missing You Isn't The Hardest Part, Knowing I Once Had You Is...

    Somebody Falls In Love, Somebody Breaks A Heart, We Never Fell In Love, We Only Fell Apart

    I Want To Be Your Favorite Hello And Your Hardest Goodbye

    Hate All You Want, But You Can't Break The Girl That Thinks Nothing Of You

    Love Me Or Hate Me Either Way I'm On Your Mind

    I'll Always Live For The Nights I Can't Remember With The Friends I'll Never Forget

    You've Got To Stand For Something, Or You'll Fall For Everything

    She Can't Let Go Of The Memories Of Him.....

    Fake Is The New Trend And Everyones In Style!

    Love Is Leaving Yourself Vulnerable To Be Hurt And Trusting Him Not To

    Once In Awhile Right In An Ordinary Life, Love Gives You A Fairytale

    Give me a kiss, give me the world, give me your love and I'll be your girl. Give me a smile, give me your time, give me your love and I'll give you mine

    Sacrifice Is Giving Up Something Good For Something Better

    On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care, I'll be right here. Citizen soldiers holding the light for the ones that we guide from the dark of despair.
    Standing on guard for the ones that we sheltered, We'll always be ready because we will always be there.

     

    ♥ Make The Most Of Yourself, For That's All There Is Of You ♥

    Sex Is Like Math: Add The Bed, Subtract The Clothes, Divide The Legs & Pray To God You Don't Multiply

    Tonight I Feel Like A Prisoner On Fire, Waiting Desperately Sentenced Forever More, Only Your Love Can Set Me Free

    Friends Are Forever It's A Love That Never Dies, True Friends Are Always, Through Your Smile And Your Cries. A Friend Will Never Leave You Till The End Of Time, It's A Love That Lasts Forever, But Doesn't Cost A Dime.

    My Parents Think I'm A Good Girl Now, But I've Just Gotten Better At Being Bad

    A Girl Worth Kissing Is Not Easily Kissed

    Live With No Excuses And Love With No Regrets

    Hoping, Dreaming Wanting A Night With You; Lets Take This Journey Together Where Ecstacy Is Not A Word, But Reality

    You're only as strong as the table you dance on, the drink you mix, and the friends you roll with

    I want a guy who would move the hair from my eyes then kiss me, Hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous, Someone who would sing to me at random times. Who would let me fall asleep in his chest. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me because I was acting dumb then kiss me a million times. Someon who would make fun of me just to make me laugh. He would put his arms around my waist & give me bear hugs all the time. He would tell his friends all about me and smile when he did & we'd make out in the pouring rain, He would never be afraid to say "I Love You" around his friends. I want a boy who would kiss me on New Years Eve & count the stars with me. Someone who would tell me I'm beautiful, but not too often. Who would make me laugh like no one else could. But mostly, I want someone who would be my best friend & would never break my heart.

    Let's commit the perfect crime i'll steal your heart you steal mine

    Vanity was always my favorite Sin, Glamour was always my favorite Weapon, Pain was always my favorite Pleasure, Beauty was always my favorite Crime, Envy was always my favorite Poison, Love was always my favorite Hate, and Fame was always my favorite Mottive

    If You're All Alone I'll Be Your Shadow, If You Want To Cry, I'll Be Your Shoulder. If You Want A Hug, I'll Be Your Pilliow. If You Need To Be Happy I'll Be Your Smile. But Anytime You Need A Friend, I'll Just Be Me.

    All I Want Is For You To Hold Me Tight, I Need A Man Who Knows How To Treat A Woman Right, Not Some Boy Who Just Hangs Around For Fun, But Someone Strong & Brave Who Knows How To Get The Job Done

    Smile: It's the second best thing you can do with your lips.

    true love is when you shed a tear and still want him, its when he ignores you and you still love him, its when he loves another girl, but you still smille and say im happy for you when all you really do is cry.. and cry..

    Guys: No Shirt, No Service - Gals: No Shirt, No Charge

    A foolish man tells a woman to stop talking, but a wise man tells her that her mouth is extremely beautiful when her lips are closed.

Sunday, 26 July 2009

  • It is easy to understand God as long as you don’t try to explain him

    Everyone ought to worship God according to his own inclinations, and not to be constrained by force

    I am ready to meet my Maker. Whether my Maker is prepared for the ordeal of meeting me is another matter.

    God thinks within geniuses, dreams within poets, and sleeps within the rest of us

    There are no accidents. God’s just trying to remain anonymous.

    One reason God created time was so that there would be a place to bury the failures of the past.

    God is a comedian playing to an audience too afraid to laugh

    Who are you to judge? Leave the jugding to God, he who judges others will be judged

    God is a force in every being, deciding if it’s a higher entity or part of your own consciousness is up to you.

    God is always with you… you just need to pay attention

    when an adult has one imaginary friend its called insanity - when lots of adults have the same imaginary friend its called religion

    God can turn water into wine, but he can’t turn your whining into anything

    God is real and many believe, but their allegiance and loyalty to God can be bought with worldly things

    Atheists have one reason for not beliving in God, it’s called "Fear". Yet those who believe in God have no Fear, for their God is with them and there wasn’t, isn’t and won’t be anything to Fear as long as he’s there - Jake Arana

    I once met the richest man on Earth. He was a begger who slept under a bridge. But he had God

    Smile. Just smile. Smile at those who don’t have Him in their hearts. Go ahead. Smile. And while you are at it, try to tell them about Him. And keep on smiling when they push you away and tell you that He isn’t real and that there is no proof that He exists. And then when you just can’t smile any wider, laugh. Laugh till it hurts then finally ask them: "Do you have any proof that He doesn’t?" And you dont have to say another word even if they do. Cause you won. YOU WON. Cause having proof that God is real totally ruins the point in believing with your heart, soul, and mind. You dont need some fancy factual book to say He's there, or some smarty scientist to say it. You got Him. How much more proof do you need? - Jamie Love

    A misunderstanding in religion causes war, finding out what it realy means brings peace

    God is everywhere- no one has actually experienced living without Him… He’s everywhere, even if you don’t believe

    If we understood God completely, what fulfillment would that bring us? Would we still want to seek Him if there was nothing left to seek? No. Because God wants us to seek Him, and in time he will reveal Himself in different ways to co-inside with your life. All you need is a little faith.

    I issue a challenge to those who would doubt the voracity of God and the saving power of Jesus Christ read the book of John and try and apply it to your life for 1 week then come talk to me.

    God dosn’t give you what you want… He creates the opportunity for us to do so

    Have you ever felt the touch of the trees? Heard the wind whispering to you "Everything is going to be alright"? Heard the voices of the birds singing? Or saw the trees swinging with the wind? If you haven’t then you haven’t felt God, for he lives in those

    God, if I can’t have what I want, let me want what I have

    God will appear in a face you will imagine him to be, So don’t be scared if you imagine him as your friend.

    you dont need to see something to believe its there, to believe is to see, and to see is to dream on with what you believe in

    The invisible and the non-existent look very much alike

    Heart is the difference between those who think and those who believe.

    you can hate me, or you can love me, but in the end, only GOD can judge me

    People say "If there is a God than why doesnt he create people that have answers too cancer?" - He did, People Aborted Them.

    Coincidence is God’s way of remaining anonymous.
    - Albert Einstein

    Dear God, thank You for loving me and sending Your Son, Jesus, to die for me. I believe Jesus lived a perfect life and died in my place for my sins, was resurrected from the dead, and now lives with You in Heaven. I know that I am a sinner - that I think and say and do things against Your will - and that I can never be perfect. So I am trusting Jesus Christ as my Savior and Lord to forgive me of my sins, come into my heart, and live through me. Lord, please give me the strength and wisdom I need to live for You and to be Your witness at school, at home, and wherever I go. My heart and my life are Yours. Thank You so much for Your love. Amen.

    God is the brave man's hope, and not the coward's excuse. - Plutarch

    I'm afraid to give you my all, I'm afraid to love you completely. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words you are just bribing me. Maybe you are just reeling me in until you turn around and drop me. I'd fall so far and never be able to recover, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high

    I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I didn't ask for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.

    And I remember watching everybody looking for love. The born agains and newlyweds I met on the run. - The Morning Light

    It’s overused. It’s a cliché. It’s corny. It’s just a line. It’s illogical. It’s troublesome. It’s always too abrupt. It’s never on cue. It’s difficult to say. It will be held against you. It’s too bold. It’s often quite pathetic. It’s amazing how, after everything, I love you still works.

    Her tongue is black, haven't you heard her mutter those 3 dirty words. For all those foolish boys to hear like a siren bringing ships so near - Phantom Planet.

    Because when I'm with you, there's nothing I wouldn't do. I just want to be your one and only. - Blink 182

    Trust me; I'm not lying. I do miss you deep down inside. You told me that I wouldn't lose you, yet I lost you. You told me you wanted to spend time with me, but I didn't get my chance to. Somehow I should of expected this to happen, but I didn't let it bother me. It's kind of like I wanted it to happen. You said things that no one has ever said to me & you opened my eyes to what surrounds me. You made me realize that I had a lot more than I actually thought & no one has made me feel so loved like you did. You taught me how to love. You taught me to not only love myself but you taught me how to love others. Whether you believe it or not, I fell in love with you.

    And I won't be afraid of taking this out. I know I'll be safe and sound, 'cause you will be with me fighting in all these rounds. - The Rocket Summer

    I died inside when you didn't come running to my door. I should have done more. So now that I know that it was all fake, I guess it's the end of the line. Still I'll be just fine, fine enough to start a life with someone better than you; it's fool proof. So tear me up and throw me out. Don't be afraid toss my heart about the strands of your hair. But just remember, I always did care.

    And without him, I didn't feel the simplicities in the world anymore. The sky was just the sky, and I was just a girl. And without him, neither seemed quite as exquisite and beautiful.

    He knew that when he kissed this girl, and forever wed his unutterable visions to her perishable breath, his mind would never romp again like the mind of God. So he waited, listening for a moment longer to the tuning-fork that had been struck upon a star. Then he kissed her. At his lips' touch she blossomed for him like a flower and the incarnation was complete.

    The hardest thing about knowing you don't love me
    is that you spent so much time pretending that you did.

    I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. They don't care whether or not I live or die. To them I'm just another girl, just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left

    I've convinced everyone else that I don't like you and that I don't love you anymore. Now all I need to do is convince myself.

    Each move I made in his direction just seemed to pave my way faster to hell.

    Isn’t that what we all want out of life; to be someone’s "go to" sex slave? I forgot what I was talking about. Oh yeah, Love. Love sucks.

    If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him. If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. If you don't , he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. If he lectures you, it's because he "cares". If you break a promise, you can't be trusted. If he breaks it, he had to. If you cheat, he'll expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way

    Don't wanna do it today There's a part of me that wishes I could just forget But I haven't found the mercy yet. I'll forgive you tomorrow if the sun doesn't shine Let you back into my life when the oceans are dry Take you back when every shade of the rainbow turns gray But I just can't do it today - Gary Allan

    Learn from your past, move on, grow stronger. People are fake, but let your trust last longer. Do what you got to do, but always stay true, and never let anyone get the best of you.

    She's smiling... but she doesn't mean it. She misses how they use to be... she misses how it was so real how they cared for each other without end but most of all, she misses him always being there and telling her everything will be okay because she need's that now, more then ever. She's sick of feeling like something's missing.

    "Sometimes", said Pooh, "the smallest things take up the most room in your heart."

    Friends are Gods way of apologizing to us for our families.

    Unique is an understatement, I'm just messed up.

    Hi. I am probably home. Im just avoiding someone I don't like. Leave me a message, and if I don't call you back, it's you

    If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different I'd rather be completely fucking mental.

    When I'm right, no one remembers, when I'm wrong, no one forgets.

    People think I'm crazy, but actually I'm just bored.

    I dance to my own band, it doesn't matter if they're a little out of tune.

    We never really grow up. We just learn how to act in public.

    I wouldn't be surprised if I was voted most likely to kill everyone at a high school dance. -  Kurt Cobain

    You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon.' Need I say more? - Chris Rock

    Strangers have the best candy.

    Low riders are for little boys who can't get it up.

    Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils ... - Louis Hector Berlioz

    The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.

    Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss. - Douglas Adams

  • Somehow, they all define me <3

    Sometimes the memories are worth the pain

    I need you. I don't know why, but every now and then in my life, for no reason at all, I need you

    ¤ If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words ¤


    Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal

    Waste not fresh tears over old grief's

    There is nothing that cannot happen today.

    We do not remember days, we remember moments.

    When you learn to love Hell, then you will be in Heaven

    The less you open your heart to others, the more your heart suffers

    Love is too young to know what conscience is

    I cannot show you I love you. Time will show you I love you.

    If you don't run your own life, somebody else will

    You men are shameful. If you're not thinking with your weiner then you're acting directly on its behalf.


    Friends are born, not made

    You Don’t Love Someone Because They’re Beautiful…They’re Beautiful Because You Love Them

    Some kiss behind the garden gate, 'cause love is blind but neighbors ain't.

    I always knew looking back on tears would make me laugh, but i never knew looking back on laughs would make me cry

    A memory lasts forever, never does it die. True friends stay together and never say goodbye

    -·=»«=·- I wanted to kill the sexiest person alive...but then I realized suicides a crime -·=»«=·-


    Too many tears have run down my cheeks, too many times my heart broken, too many scars lie upon my wrists yet I keep smiling

    Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak, sometimes it means you are strong enough to let go

    I loved you once, but I can never forget you... you left a scar upon my heart

    She looks in the mirror with tears running down her face, Knowing that in his heart she will never have that "Special Place"

    No Guy Is Worth Your Tears And When You Find The One That Is He Won't Break Your Heart" <<If He Truly Loves You He Won't Harm You With His Words Or His Hands>>

     We Are, Each Of Us Angels With Only One Wing & We Can Only Fly By Embracing One Another

    'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There’s gotta be somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it on their own Everyone wants to know they’re not alone Somebody else that feels the same someway There’s gotta be somebody for me out there


    I Close My Eyes And Kiss Your Lips, Then I Go To Paradise

    It was by chance that we should meet, it was by fate that I would give my heart to keep, & it was by the flames that burned deep within your eyes that allowed us to keep it all alive  

    Out Of All The Lies "I Love You" Was My Favorite

    "Lie To Me" She Said, "I Love You" He Replied You

    Will Never Become Old And Wise If You Aren't Young And Crazy

    You gotta hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain, because most of lifes lessons are learned because of pain.

    *I'm TiReD oF tRyInG, i'M tIrEd Of CrYiNg, I kNoW i'Ve BeEn SmIlInG bUt InSiDe I'm DyInG *


    I Want Him To Come Up Behind Me, Wrap His Arms Around My Waist & Whisper Softly "I Love You" ♥


    Not all scars show. Not all wounds heel. Sometimes you can't see the pain that you feel.


    Learn from your parents' mistakes: use birth control.

    An unfortunate person is one who tries to fart but shits instead <3

    Damn right I'm good in bed, I can sleep for hours! :D

    Roll roll roll your joint, twist down the end, take a puff thats enough, pass it to a friend

    Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction."

    Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."

    There are no words to describe the lives of this world, each one of us are cable of everything known to man kind and beyond, but each one of us also has the choice to make the decisions that altar fate and destiny

    Nothing or no one will ever break me down. I wear these broken chains to show that nothing can stop me from being who I am on the inside and out. I stand strong and firm always and even my fallen tears only prove the trails I've been through not that I was too weak to make it"

    school is a jail, the cells are the classes, teachers are the security guard and WE ARE THE PRISONERS


    ♥(¯`¸·´¯) ♥ To those who have pushed me, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have fallen. To those who have laughed at me, thank you.Without you, I wouldn't have cried. To those who just couldn't love me, thank you.Without you, I wouldn't have known real love. To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you.Without you, I wouldn't have felt them. To those of you who left me lonely, thank you.Without you, I wouldn't have discovered myself. But, to those who thought I couldn't do it, who thought I couldn't change, It is to you I thank the most because without you, I wouldn't have tried.  ♥(¯`¸·´¯) ♥

    I asked "Am I Pretty?" He said "No" I asked "Do you like me?" He said "No" I asked "Do you want me?" He said "No" So I walked away with tears in my eyes, and he grabbed me by the arm and said "You aren't pretty, you're Beautiful. I don't like you, I Love You, & I don't want you, I need you."

    Maybe some women weren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they're suppose to run wild until they can find someone just as wild to run with. But me, I'm definitely one of the wild ones.  

    the littlest things make me laugh.
    it's not hard to please me.
    I'ma free-spirit. I'm strong and determined.
    I love to look at the stars. I'm just a girl.
    & that's all I wanna be.

    I don't forgive people because I'm weak
    I forgive them because i am strong enough to know
    people make mistakes .

    who are you to judge the life I live?
    I'm not perfect & i don't live to be,
    but before you start pointing fingers,
    make sure your hands are clean

    Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius. It is better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.

    I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it.

    Men who think that a woman's past love affairs lessen her love for them are usually stupid and weak. A woman can bring a new love to each man she loves, providing there are not too many.

    How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is.

    I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind.

    It's hard not to love someone when he's all you ever think about.

    To love someone when there is no chance of that love ever thriving, that is romance

    Question everything, Or shut up and be a victim of authority.

    You're the one who broke my heart, the whole reason my world fell apart. You're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

    Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

    You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you.

    All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go.

    No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.

    If you love something, set it free if it comes back, it was meant to be. If it continues to fly, let it soar, have faith that God has something better in store.

    It's hard not to love someone when he's all you ever think about.

    No one can accuse you of falling in love with the wrong person if inside you know he is the one.

    Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I feel, of what I've said, of who I am, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you.

    I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

    You cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump.

    Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future.

    If I reach for your hand, will you hold it? If I hold out my arms, will you hug me? If I go for your lips, will you kiss me? If I capture your heart, will you love me?

    Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.

    Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have?

    Why can't you just tell me how you feel, because how you act is confusing me. You walk by me like I'm no one, you smile at me like I'm anyone, you hug me like I'm someone... but kiss, the way you kiss me, its as if I'm the only one.

    I can't just drift away from you, I can't get on with my life and not give you a second thought. When I kissed you that night, walking away stopped being an option.

    I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

    I've learned that guys can make the best of friends... my best friend is a guy, and I can tell him anything and everything... oh except the fact that I'm absolutely crazy about him... that part always seems to stay out of our conversations.

    The trouble with resisting temptation is that you may not get another chance.

    Love is when you are in the back seat of your car and your feet are hanging out of the window and you aren't even ashamed.

    He smiled and as he did it, she was filled with a sudden triumph and a great ecstasy, for she knew then that he was hers, and she loved him, and it was something she had known from the very beginning. She had known that this thing was to happen, that nothing could prevent it; she was part of his body and part of his mind, they belonged to each other, both wanderers, both fugitives, cast in the same mold.

    You wrapped your arms around me, pressing your body against mine and in that moment of perfection I knew we were meant to be. And I never wanted you to let me go.

    I have been thinking a lot about growing up, and all of the relationships and broken hearts we go through. I always wonder how many times I said "I love you" to someone and knew I didn’t mean it. It makes me think about all of the people that have said they love me and didn’t mean it as well, and I get really pissed off, because I hate when people lie. I mean, if they were lying to get in my pants, that is one thing, but just for the sake of dragging this heart through the mud that's just unforgiveable.

    Her hips maintained a divinely sensuous sway. Even when her mind was far from love, when she stiffened, clenched and protested against love, it was always love- all its forms, its intoxications, its intensity which animated and, so to speak modulated that elect body. There was not an attitude, not a gesture, not a shiver, not a crease of her dress, not a ripple of her hair which did not cry out of love, which did not ooze love, which did not lavish love on all the beings and things around her.

    We've finally found our own world, This is our night. We don't have to worry about whether it's wrong or right, Because for once, This is our night. In a few hours reality will creep back into our lives And attempt to suffocate what air we have left to breathe, But before that happens, I'm tellin' you now, This is our night. When the sun finally appears through the cracks of the curtains, just close your eyes, This is our night. And when a week has passed, and you're wishin' you were back there, just remember, This is our night.

     

    It's tough being a teenager. Half the adults are telling you to find yourself and the other half are telling you to get lost.

    I didn't commit a crime what I did was fail to comply with the law.

    When it seems like there's no one left to run to in this empty world you can come to me I'll be your shooting star. You can tell me your dreams I can't promise to make them come true, but I'll be there to pick up the pieces of your broken heart if your dreams happen to fall through.

    I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less, dont second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop. You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay.

    Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, my tears, my love and my life.

    dream as if you'll live forever
    live as if you'll die tomorrow

    the only people you need in your life are the ones
    that prove they need you in theirs

    you can't change the past
    but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future.

    they say you only live once;
    but when you live like us: once is enough.

    life isn't about finding yourself
    it's about creating yourself

    sweetie, if your going to be two-faced; at least make one of them pretty.

    you talk it. we live it.
    you're jealous. admit it.

    And Then He Said To Me --> "You know, you're that CrAzY kinda GaL every guy sorta falls in LoVe with" My Reply Was --> "You know, you're that PriNcE cHaRmInG every girl sorta DreAmS of"

    my name must taste good;
    it's always in someone's mouth

     Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash! Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at a stupid joke. Cry. Get revenge. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell the asshole what you feel. Let someone know what they're missing. Laugh til your stomach hurts. Live life the way you're supposed to live, and don't ever look back and regret.

    When you are sad... I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the bastard who made you sad. When you are blue... I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. When you smile... I'll know you've finally got some. When you are scared... I will tease you about it every chance I get. When you are worried... I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and anything else that comes to mind for you to quit whining. When you are confused... I will use little words to explain it to you - dumb ass. When you are sick... stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want what you've got. When you fall... I will try to keep from laughing. This is my oath I pledge till the end. Why you ask? Because you are me best friend

    Okay, maybe, just maybe, there's another part of me, another girl, that lives deep inside of me. And maybe every once in awhile she cuts loose and does things that would blow some peoples minds. But if you ever mention her, or anything she might have done tonight, to another person, I will completely deny knowing anything about her.

    As the years pass and we grow apart, I want you to know that you guys are in my heart. You helped me through problems, through things good and bad. You helped me keep smiling when I was sad. You helped me with guys. You made me stay strong. How will I live, when you guys are gone? And where the years take us, no place is too far. We will think of each other wherever we are. You're wonderful people with good hearts to lend, and I want you to know that you'll always be my best friends

    Did it surprise you that I am not who you thought I was? Did it surprise you to find that I don't exactly stand for what you thought I stood for all along? Did it surprise you to find that I'm not exactly how I played myself out to be? That the person you thought I was is actually nothing to what I am? Then listen up and listen well; We're all liars, we're all cheaters, we've made our sins and done our deeds. Broken hearts and made bad pleas. We've all sparked fires, turned frowns into smiles, and even danced for enjoyment every once in awhile. We're not always what we say we're meant to be, but one things for sure; we're still human beings.

    I need you. I need the guy who can make me laugh just by the way he says hello when I pick up the phone... the guy who makes my hands shake when I'm sitting next to him... and the guy who isn't afraid to keep hugging me when I'm not ready to let go yet.

    I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

    That night, he held me so tight, he pressed me into the wall as if he was clinging to a lifebuoy in a vast ocean of the unknown. His body is so deeply familiar, there was a volume of experience behind the way he held me. I thought of that love running as deep and strong as an underground tunnel. What’s between us is now so complex, changing, alive, the love ebbs and flows, it sprang from nothing and sometimes retreats to it. But then it’s back. Fuller. Faster.

    I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.

    You look at me and think, 'she's so happy' but there's so much behind this little smile that you will never know.

    Refuse to feel anything at all, refuse to slip, refuse to fall, can't be weak, can't stand still, watch your back because no one else will.

    Every night before I go to sleep I lie on my bed and stare up at my blank walls. I try to imagine the future, but right now it's as blank as those walls. All I can see is a past that I barely recognize any more.

    There's a smile on my face but I don't know why it's there... I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care.

    Someone once asked me, 'Why do you always insist on taking the hard road?' I replied, 'Why do you assume I see two roads?'

    Wear a mask that grins and lies, it hides our cheeks and shades our eyes. The debt we pay to human guile, with torn and broken hearts, we smile.

    No one can see the pain what we hide, they're happy for us to keep it inside, our fear is our own; they don't want to know. Why should we involve them; why should it show.

    I'm young and I'm hopeless... I'm lost and I know this... I'm going nowhere fast... that's what they say... I'm troublesome, I've fallen... I'm angry at my Father... it's me against this world and I don't care

    Everyone sees who I appear to be but only a few know the real me, you only see what I choose to show there's so much behind my smile you just don't know.

    True strength is holding it together when everyone else would understand if you fall apart.

    Our scars have the power to remind us that the past is real.

    I'll fake all the smiles, if it stops all the questions.

    Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeated inside my head

    Each of us represents a star in Heaven. Sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone and sometimes, when we least expect it, we make someone else's dreams come true.

    Since the first time you ran your fingers through my hair, since the first time our hands became one, since the first time your kisses took away my pain, I knew I’d never be the same.

    Kisses are like tears... the only real ones are the ones you can't hold back.

    Laying there with your arms around me I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go. To just stay wrapped in your arms forever. Where nothing else matters but you and me.

    All in all, I have no regrets. The sun still shines, the sun still sets. The heart forgives, the heart forgets. One more kiss, even though it's come to this. I'll close my eyes and make a wish... hoping you’ll remember.

    As we grow up, we learn that the one person who wasn't suppossed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's never easier the second time around. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, and may even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry cause time is passing too fast. You'll eventually lose someone you love. Life is short, so take too many pictures, laugh too much, kiss too slow, cry too hard, and love everyone.

    A kiss on the hand means "Friendship"
    A kiss on the nose means "You're cute"
    A kiss on the cheek means "I love you"
    A kiss on the neck means "I want you"
    A kiss in the ear means "Just joking"
    A kiss with two eyes closed means "I am in love with you"

    He kisses me long and bittersweet. He rises over me, a second sun, and fills me with light and heat. We are a study of contrasts, hard to soft, fair to dark, frantic to smooth, and yet there is something about the fit of us that makes me realise neither of us would be quite right without the other. We are a Mobius strip, two continuous bodies, an impossible tangle.

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